So This Is IT!!!

The wedding day is tomorrow. A few nights ago Eb and I were lying in bed just saying to each other "oh my God, this really is HUGE." And I think we had that natural and inevitable panic attack, worrying about the day, worrying about each other, worrying about eternity, worrying about worrying! And part of that is the chorus of voices in my head echoing the words "What if..." and part of that is just wanting to freeze the moment, to always be as happy as we are now. Not to let marriage change what we have but to perfect and protect it.

Other than those really deep and personal feelings I am not actually nervous, there is too much to think about. Too much to do and too many relatives making noise and asking questions. Logistics, that's my department. Not abstractions. Not putting profound emotions into words, so my last little fears dwell with my speech and that's about it really. Next time you read this blog I'll be married and THEN I'll have a story to tell. Thanks so much for sharing this journey with me and think of us tomorrow jumping in with all our hearts!